Something
had torqued him off. His face was hard. Focused... but not
on work or anything else. It was controlled. Firmly controlled...
and that was never a good thing. Because it meant he was
itching to lose it.
And
there were no shortage of people capable of doing just that.
Still... it did nothing to take away from his overall attractiveness.
His shoulders seemed to shift slightly, but they remained
strong. Powerful. Yet always subtle. Just like him... subtle.
As Raymond passed by, Janice smiled briefly.
His
eyes flicked towards her for a moment. In that one look,
he pried into her... then, just for a brief second, an honest
smile played across his lips. But that was only a moment...
and the hardness returned.
* *
* *
The
end of a hectic day. Not because of mistakes, just annoying
customers who refused to be satisfied. Janice logged off
for the night, sighing heavily as she tried to forget the
entire stressful day. After several failed attempts to massage
the ache from her temples, she rose from her desk. The kitchen
felt like a war zone about to happen.
Only
Raymond and Xan's iron control and loyal followers kept
things from exploding. Xan was new to being a sous chef.
And Raymond... seemed to be a natural leader.
It was
something she found curious. He did not possess the skills
to be considered more than a cook, but if the chain of command
ever broke down, he was there... and always did an excellent
job given the drek he had to work with. Snarked off wait
staff jazzed to the gills on novacoke.
Sober
cooks... which was decidedly worse in her thinking. Xan
pretty much followed Raymond's lead, improvising here and
there. She watched as the two exchanged words. Then Raymond
turned to leave. His eyes acknowledged her, but little more.
She could see the control slipping... the exhaustion settling
on his shoulders. "You look like you need a break."
"That
good? Huh... I feel like drek warmed over. Thrice." "First
round on me?" "Deal."
* *
* *
It should
have been simple. Maybe two drinks. Shoot the breeze about
the whacked out requests that made the night hell. Then...
part ways. Simple. But, she got drunk. Royally... utterly
smashed. Raymond wasn't as bad. But then again, he did take
several trips outside. Which meant he was probably smoking
marijuana with the other cooks. Still a favorite even now...
the drug was barely looked at by NOPD.
Still...
old habits die hard. Like her... getting drunk in a bar.
Which normally meant waking up naked next to some nameless
drekhead... also naked. So it wasn't a surprise to wake
up in bed next to Raymond. What was surprising was that
she was dressed in a nightshirt... a long black tee-shirt
that fit too well to be anything but designed for women.
She looked over at Raymond, fast asleep in the old but comfortable
looking comforter.
* *
* *
"Did
we..." "Nah," he replied easily.
"I was
tempted... but I've got a really bad Honor kick. Just won't
let me be that scuzzy. "And it snarked you off... for a
bit. You don't drink that often... do you." "Occasionally.
Though why I got that smashed..."
"Hell.
That's the easy part. Sex helps relieve stress, chica. Were
you sober and just seduced me... damned right." He chuckled
softly. She looked at Raymond. He'd cut his hair... sometime
during the night. The black mass was reduced to semi-grayish
stubble. He'd gotten dressed, but even the simple jogging
shorts and tee-shirt could not hide what she knew lay beneath
the fabric. Strong arms... much stronger than they appeared.
She'd felt them. Caressed them.
Flashes
came back to her, and Janice lowered her head. "Sorry about
that." "No worries. Next
time... ask. I'd be honored." His words rolled through her.
Tumbled around inside her head until their echo deafened
her. "Are you off today?" she asked. He nodded.
* *
* *
It should
have been easy to seduce someone who was willing to be seduced.
It was not. Janice found it difficult to express herself
sober, something that gnawed at her while she watched the
movie.
She
snuggled closer to him, inhaling the fresh scent that gently
drifted from him. He stroked one arm lazily. Just like he'd
been doing for the past fifteen minutes. At the thirty minute
mark, she felt sleep claim her. The stress from the past
day vanished. Her eyelids slowly lowered... and she purred
as she placed her head in his lap and fell asleep. When
she awoke, he was holding her.
Just
holding her. Another mindless movie was playing. Not that
she cared. Janice rolled over, nuzzling into his neck. That's
when she felt it... and gasped. She was by no means a prude
or conservative. But, Raymond was apparently well hung.
More so, than any of her former lovers.
The
thin material separating their crotches could not mask his
arousal, or her own. Taking a deep breath to steady her
nerves, she felt her stiff nipples drag across his chest.
And his soft rumble of pleasure. Then... it happened.
* *
* *
No real
thought was given to the why. It was pleasure that was needed...
and given.
Freely.
From the gentle caresses to the feather light kisses on
suddenly bare flesh... only pleasure. Slowly the fire within
her grew. Slowly it blossomed... taking her senses with
carefully measured steps. His tongue trailed along her inner
thigh as he lifted the nightshirt from her frame.
No thought
was given to her ample curves... which often drifted up
to haunt her. No... this was about pleasure... her size
didn't matter. Not to him. Her eyebrows jerked as she fought
to keep her hands tightly bound to the bed sheets. Closer...
and with such patience. She wanted to scream. Grab him by
the head... So when her clit was suddenly and violently
being licked, sucked and nibbled, she came. Hard.
Everything
came out. Her back jerked into an arch as one hand flew
down to press his head into her inflamed sex. The scream
tore from her lungs. She whipped her head back and forth,
howling as she screamed.
Everything
was white-hot. And he continued to feast on her sex, never
giving her a chance or even the hope of catching her breath.
Her eyes flew open as yet another orgasm slashed across
her already shattered senses. This time... she knew why.
The single finger... inside her asshole. A secret.
* *
* *
Gray.
That is what first came to Janice. Gray. Slowly... more.
Soft music. An odd warm/cool... one that comes from afterglow.
And there he was. Holding her.
Dimly...
she became aware. "You didn't..." "Hush." He smiled. It
went against everything. He didn't cum. And was quite content
with that. Then the rumors were true... he did prize a woman's
pleasure over his own. It was so ancient... and more than
welcome. It went against everything. So did her actions.
Janice could not stand the taste of semen.
Which
was ironic since her lovers all agreed she gave outstanding
blowjobs. Even the coldest hearted slitches were butter
when she gave head... and she knew it. Had used it countless
times when necessary. But this... wasn't just a blowjob.
She
wasn't giving Raymond head. She wanted him to cum. He'd
gotten dressed. Janice smiled... kissing her way up one
powerful thigh. She watched as his member slowly snaked
its way beneath one leg of the shorts. Her nostrils filled
with the musk scent... and for the first time she hungered
for it. Gone was the revulsion. She let her tongue slither
across the tip... and was pleased to hear the moan from
his lips.
She
did not remove the shorts, chose to tease him instead. Her
lips encircled just the tip as she gently nursed. His legs
moved along her naked body, as did his hands. He could not
simply take... he had to give as well. Already she could
feel her body responding. And she sucked harder. Shivering
once, she stopped. His clothes were gone. She didn't care;
he was there. Holding her.
Naked
flesh. She tried to pull him on top of her... but he refused.
Pulling her on top of him. With more power and grace than
she expected. She gasped, expecting to feel him suddenly
within her... only to find herself waiting. Eyes closed.
Slowly... they opened. He was smiling playfully.
She
returned the smile, sliding her hand down his chest. Wrapping
each finger around his massive member. This was about pleasure...
not strength or power or anything. Taken and given freely...
He chose the position. She... need only take what she wanted.
All thought vanished as he entered her.
Rather...
as she impaled herself on his cock. It seemed to never stop
filling her up. Then... it hit bottom. She had to know...
One hand reached between them. Too much room... She looked
at him, suddenly intoxicated by what she wanted to do. It
was then that she saw it. Again. * * * *
It was
nothing. Maybe. Just a look. A warning... but not only from
Raymond. From something else... something inside of him.
Something that was even more powerful than Raymond Burns...
and that was frightening. He wasn't magical; his records
clearly stated that. Or were they wrong? Whatever... this
thing was... there. And it warned her. She did not listen.
* *
* *
Janice
inhaled deeply. She dimly heard Raymond speak her name...
before ramming him fully within her... breaking well past
the bottom barrier. She felt his hands grip her... but only
barely. He was truly inside of her... and even the pain
could not stop the overwhelming orgasms that tore her apart.
Janice
fucked him because she had no choice... her body moved of
it own accord... fueled by Lust. And, strangely, pain. It
hurt every time he blasted past the barrier. Less and less...
but it was still there. And she thrived on it.
The
very idea... that he could very well place his seed right
there... no need to see which seedling was strongest...
a free-for-all. The idea did little to cool her. Then...
she bit his neck. It was an accident. Just another orgasm
ripping apart her soul. She bit down on his neck. Just an
accident....
* *
* *
The
pain exploded in her mind. Crashed headlong into the pleasure...
and became something else entirely. Something alien... Wild.
Primal. She knew she was being moved. He fucked her now.
Savage. Brutal. Primal. And she begged for more, kicking
his ass with her heels. Spurring him on. This was good.
Pure
pleasure... being taken. Being given. Freely. She was no
longer where she was. Now... he took her. Like a Beast.
Her head hung low as he plowed into her. She bellowed...
demanding more. Then... the explosion. Flesh on flesh.
He'd
slapped her ass... and she howled in pleasure, her sex gripping
his member even more tightly. The pleasure blinded her...
even her thoughts were just white hot images.
Then...
emptiness...
He's
pulled free... but not totally. She felt the tip... just
there... and smiled. Her hips wiggled... daring him. The
sound of his lust bloated rumble of pleasure filled her
ears... soaked her sex. The howl. Suddenly... full.
Powerful.
Pounding. Again and again and again. And still she wanted
more. Thunder... pain. The slap again. She reveled in the
sensations. Orgasms. Pain. Full. Everything. And still he
refused to cum.
* *
* *
He slowed.
But she knew he wasn't spent... disappointed? Ashamed? Janice
struggled to turn around, but her body... so recently stripped
of anything but random chaotic nervous impulses... refused
to obey. She tried to remain awake... but knew her efforts
were futile. She cried.
* *
* *
She
did not look at him as she left. It hurt... and she did
not know why. It wasn't his fault... of that she was sure.
And
it wasn't some dysfunction. It was something laughable...
He couldn't cum unless he at least cared about the woman.
Which meant he didn't give a rat's frag about her. It hurt...
but at least he never once lied about it. No false promises...
just sex. Good sex. Amazing sex. Sex that she wanted again...
but with one difference. She wanted him to cum. It festered
in her.
Pissed
her off. She'd given so much... but could not give him that.
She tried to tell herself that it was his bad luck... but
her gut never felt solid with the thought. Raymond may have
had his secrets... but she knew a Good Guy when she saw
one. This one happened to be an excellent lover... and an
even better human being it appeared.
And
she knew there would be a next time. She knew she'd get
to know Raymond. And then... one day. Or night. Or whenever...